Even though nothing adoption related is happening our life has felt very full and very much directed by God. Josiah and I have had such great conversation and prayer lately, and I can honestly say almost ten years into marriage our purpose together only gets more clear and more wonderful each day. We've each had the opportunity to help friends, family members, and acquaintances in the community. When God gives us the opportunity to help we always find ourselves grateful for the chance to see Him work and the chance to see a changed heart. I've also found myself reflecting lately on the maturity our kids have had since we started this adoption process. They understand our desire and our drive much more than they did two years ago when we started. They have also been a part of situations like Titus and Haven, and I know it is making impressions on their little hearts as well. Even if it's hard, I know the memories will help them decide what type of adult they should be, and I pray often that it makes each of them serve the world in a better way as well.
We know that our days are not to be spent waiting to adopt and we very much try to parent our three boys with intention and love. Last week while on a walk Luca asked me why God had to die. We talked for a while and without being prompted he started to pray. He thanked God for the Holy Spirit, for heaven, for Jesus. He asked God if he could go to heaven someday and that the Holy Spirit be in his heart. It was a beautiful moment to see as a parent. It amazes me how one day of parenting can be filled with power struggles, tantrums, and giant messes, while others can be filled with beautiful conversation, caring hearts, and overflowing joy.
Overall, the five of us are entering into this Thanksgiving and Christmas season with full hearts. We are enjoying and loving each other. We are finding out how to serve one day at a time and we are doing it together. As always, we pray for all of you and we care for our community very much.